My view toward life..

Well i been only lived half my life , yet i have been fed up with it. I find it to be exhilarating and a blank canvas. In my childhood i was mostly said to follow the path of hardwork and earn the reward at it finals but from my experience i have understood that it’s never a final that is waiting for you at the end . It’s the continuous cycle of doing again again the hard work , putting all ur effort into delusional dreams. When during my childhood i followed that system under tears and stress expecting to be rewarded . And it continued till i met with reflection of all my stressful effort . I fell down while rest of them went away , in tht time i had lot of time to retrospect and i have found myself living for others just cluelessly doing whatever comes first . It destroyed me , that we all are just following some beliefs, whatever that we think is true . Honestly can anyone of us say why are we born here for? Science says we’re here to fight for survival, yeah thts exactly what I am doing. But I am not an animal, some mindless entity . Some how being born as a human gives u extra hard time of finding somthing to live for. And that’s what iam struggling with. So i constantly fall into despair unable to deal with most of the struggle cause I find it useless to struggle for a life that does not offer me any meaning. To be continued..

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